freedom

well so everyone knows that court went very well. i was very stressed out all morning. when i got there mom and i were contimplaiting weather or not i should plea guilty and get it over with and except whats going to happen or plea not guilty and wait for another court date but we figured if i did that then i would miss thanksgiving and possibly christmas. so i went and talked to the prosicuter and then i just decided to except what i get so i pleaded guilty. it was only a violation so i couldnt go to jail but i wasnt completly sure because my plea bargin to be good for a year or go to jail for 30 days. when i got up there the judge asked me if i had anything to say about the arrest so i told him i was sorry and explained that i have a full time job i got my GED and i have been going to meetings on wendsdays. so then after that i saw the sheriff walk out and him and one of the bailiffs walked behind me and another kid who had the same charge as i did and my heart just droped i thought i was going away for 30 days but then they walked away so i was fine. what i got was a $600 fine with $100 suspended and i lost my licence (that i dont have) for another 90 days. but the up side to that is that i get my license back on my birthday so mom and i are going to take the day off and go get my license. so thats my birthday present to myself. so i just thought that i lucked out and i realize now that my freedom and trust is alot more important than anything right now.