NEW MEMBER OF FAMILY!!!

well it hasnt arrived yet but IM PREGNANT!!! im very excited and i know that it is going to be alot of work and it is going to change my life tramendusly but i am ready as i can be for it. i am very excited (even though im going to about burst for christies wedding sorry) but other than that i really think that i can do it i mean i have alot of support and everything and justin is excited to and i think that this is going to be a huge step in our relationship but i know we can do it. i have a good feeling that he wont be one of those dead beat dads (like his brother) i think that he will help me as much as possible. i know alot of you are wondering if we are going to get married and we are not really ready for that step and we are not going to get married just because of our baby but if the time comes then we will talk about it but as of now we are not going to! so that is the scoop on that and i know it isnt really a surprise about it but i thought i would just share it. oh yea i have my first baby apointment on thursday so i will let everyone know how that goes and right now the aproximate due date is august 24th. so i will keep everyone posted on that! oh and i am not smoking anymore i am on the patch witch is alot safer for the baby and i will be off the patch within about a month! love everyone and thanks for everything!!!